This weekend at church, and the topic at hand, ignited a desire in me to be content with myself and my life, and to desire the Lord more than anything this world has to offer. I would encourage you to listen to the past two sermons here. Brian, our pastor, launched a 4 week series on money. I have to be honest, I was not looking forward in these sermons, because I thought it would be another sermon on giving, and tithing, and I would be sitting there feeling bad and guilty. Well, this is not Brian’s approach. He speaks the Truth in love, but in a manner that makes you look at your own heart and want to change it to glorify the Lord. We did talk about money, and dangerous desires, stated in 1 Timothy 6, and how the love of money can lead to dangerous desires. More is not better. God is better.
We also discussed contentment and are we satisfied with what we have been graciously given? This is where the Lord tugged on my heart. You see, growing up I always thought that I was not good enough, fast enough as a track runner in Jr. and High school, pretty enough, smart enough, and the list could go on and on. As an adult, these same negative feelings have followed me and when I allow them to manifest into my heart, I feel horrible about myself, don’t accept compliments easily, feel as though I am a lousy photographer at times, and I am robbed of joy and contentment. The enemy wants to steal my joy and I have allowed him to many times.
The Lord used Brian to help me want to lay down all of those pursuits and idols, discontentment, things of this world that will not satisfy, and to repent and make God my one and only King. I have a lot to do, to refocus my life and heart to desire and to follow my one and only King. One thing I am doing is getting of Facebook for a little bit to refocus and to not allow posts, pictures, and statuses to dictate how I feel about myself or my business. I have made some changes in my business, and as a result I feel I am slower. God may want to use this slower time to teach me something. I have been using Facebook and other social media to affirm myself and it was becoming really important to me how others viewed me via their comments or posts. I need to break away from it for a little while and to allow God to be the only one who affirms me. He is the same yesterday, today, and forever.
I never get comments on this blog, other than spam, and that’s okay. This post isn’t for anyone else, but for me proclaiming I NEED JESUS and HE’S ALL I NEED! And because every post isn’t complete without an image…here is my sweet friend’s little princess in the cherry trees.




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